Another Day

Another day goes by.

Another meal, another meeting, another game. Life on the move, passing by.

The clock ticks. It's hard to know where we are. Everywhere, nowhere. In the past, in the future... Never in the present. Chaotic mind. Nervous fluctuation of thoughts.

Grasping the in-betweens... All is quiet... Silent... Peacefull.

I'm done showering... Thinking about God... Who is God? Where is He? Is He the one chosing? Is He the one dictating what happens next? I wonder.

The water goes off... I can't hear at all. Until... The in-between. And then it happens.

Peace... Stillness... Life...
I can see... I can feel.... I can hear....
Water drops slide through my body... I feel the shivering. I see them falling. I close my eyes and listen as they hit the floor. Its a beaultiful melody. So full of life. So full of joy. I feel it all. My own breath,  my heart beats.

It strucks me.

I know where I am.
I know the present.
It's here. It's now.
It's life, it's the clock ticking. It's full consiousness. It's full focus.
I feel fufilled. Whole.

I can count the seconds. Bliss. Fading. It's fading... Good and bad feelings stir inside. It's gone... For now.

Back to nowhere, I am. Unstoppable flow of thoughts... I wonder what will I do tomorrow.